Archive for February, 2008

.: it’s been loNg! :.

February 27, 2008 Leave a comment

ok guess im bk… been busy since JC starts.. last thurs start orientation liao till friday.. den this week all lectures start.. so e sch was like rushing us to buy our uniform n lecture notes.. bought everything alrdy.. except some of e notes.. bookshop no stock =X if ur wondering wat subj im taking for my “A” LEVEL…

oh well.. im taking…

e 3 subjects i cnt run away or escape from…

general paper (GP) – (it’s english! damn!)
project work (PW) – (PW is gonna drain all JC students out! need lots of time to do it! MONTHS!)

malay language (ML) – (cnt comment =X lectures haven start (:)

N e 4 subjects i chose (i’m digging my own grave! loLz!! )

economics – (it’s so fun! but got alot to read!)
geography – (can u believe it?? my no.2 hate subj in sec sch (after math =X) but now im taking it for my As?!)

english literature – (it’s so interesting but… got 6 texts to read! ALOT man!)
maths – (ok, i dnt wanna talk abt it. i suck at math ):)

my subj combination, i chose it with e help from ms thila (: she so nice.. haha.. thanks ms thila! =)

ok lah.. basically, as u can see im so stress now.. i dunno wad shit i got myself into.. all lecturers scare e hell out of all of us e very 1st day.. i gotta slog like a cow for 2yrs (its nt even a 2yrs JC course!) juz to get a place in e university.. but worth it lah.. i always see this in this point of view… if i can study for 10yrs upto date, y not another 5 more yrs..? get a place in Uni, get a degree den can rest my whole life after tat! itz juz 5 odd more yrs rite??

ok lah i dunno lah… i dunno wat else to say.. but.. i can say i really very stress wif my maths! ='( econs is so nice lah! i mean it! geog… wah! i nvr thot tt i will love geog so much!! mayb mdm kua made me love it! hee (: i’ve always like lit =) but got ALOT to read! so its like basically,, im a pure arts student in IJC (:

i wnt be blogging much here after today.. cz i cnt find time to do so.. my schedule are packed n sch ends on e average… at 5pm.. some lectures stretches all e way till 6pm.. followed by CCA.. den reach home need to study study study!! lucky my hse onli a few blocks away from IJC… can save travelling time to study (: tts one of e reason y i chose IJC… cz by e end of e day will be so tired lor… nearby hse so can faster faster reach home… but still… i cnt slack at all lor… tough life… i dunno if i took e rite choice by staying in IJC when i had e chance to appeal out to poly… but since im alrdy ‘stuck’ here… i shall juz make e best out of it yeah? im complaining alot… ya i noe… cnt help it lah! life is so diff from Regent =( will adapt to it soon… i hope…

ok so ppl… do take care! miss all of ya.. loves… (:


.: it’s my birthday! :.

February 14, 2008 Leave a comment

ok i’m here wishing myself a very happy bday! i haf nth much to wish for materially… cz i have wat i want… but all i want for this bday is a little bit of happiness that’s all… perhaps that’s all i’m asking for… yeah?? some things for me to laugh at.. n someone for me to look up to… *wishing*

oh yeah… my dear mouse (ain) send me an ecard… loLz… very touched =) thanks buddy! e link is below lor… wan watch go see ya! stupid woman singing an repeating e words… but after all a gift from a fren comes from e heart n i am truly touched (:

n not to forget… to all…..

:: itz comiNg!! ::

February 12, 2008 Leave a comment

more days!

hope my life will change after turning 17 years old! cnt wait! nxt year im 18 years old! wooHoo!

eyes swollen leh… pain sia… cnt take it… wake up Amirah wake up! dnt wait for sth tat is not Yours! 😦

February 10, 2008 Leave a comment

Look into my eyes
you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart
search your soul
And when you find me there you’ll search no more
Don’t tell me it’s not worth trying for
You can’t tell me it’s not worth dying for
You know it’s true
Everything I do
I do it for you

Look into your heart
you will find
There’s nothing there to hide
Take me as I am
take my life
I would give it all
I would sacrifice

There’s no love
like your love
And no other
could give more love
There’s nowhere
unless you’re there
All the time
all the way

you can’t tell me it’s not worth tryin’ for
I can’t help it
there’s nothing
I want more
I would fight for you
I’d lie for you
Walk the wire for you
I’d die for you

You know it’s true
Everything I do
I do it for you!!

:: tell me! ::

February 10, 2008 Leave a comment

i dunno wad You want
i dunno wad Your looking for
i dunno wad fault You find in me
pls explain else i will always be in the dark…
i cnt take it anymore..
i will breakdown
pls say it once n for all…
wat is my fault??

You are so…. haiz….

February 6, 2008 Leave a comment

wished You happy new year
but nt a single thank You from Your golden mouth
forget it bah
no use being nice to You leh
cz in e end still get hurt
in any n every way fr You
shld forget it bah…
trying to make it up to You..
sick of everything!
tat involves You
juz hope things will get better bah..
really hope so
cz honestly,, juz like how u feel…
i am tired of pleasing You
hope things will get better after my bday 😥
**wishing wishing wishing wishing wishing wishing wishing wishing wishing**


February 5, 2008 Leave a comment

sometimes i HATE You sometimes i don’t…
sometimes i LOVE You sometimes i don’t…
cos e words You say make me feel this way…