I Don’t Want To Leave

You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be,
You and me, before it all crashed down.

And I know I never told you
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don’t know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don’t want to leave this way.
All I know,
Is broken.

Then the conversation changed,
How we talked around the blame,
And the pain of losing.
All of the good times lost,
When it all crashed down.

I love you.

Yes!

HEY YOU!

I Love You Darling! 😀 ❤

Possibilities

Maybe things would be different if we were from another place. Another society. Another era.

Another planet.

Just maybe…

I Wish A Wish

Felt a moment of bliss and pleasure last night. Never thought that it would happen to me after a whole turn of events.

It doesn’t matter how messed up my heart is, it will always find its way back to you. At times, not straight through your heart, it lingers on the outside. It’s blissful enough to feel the warmth of your love from a distance.

I love you.

Shine, Not.

I used to shine so bright now I’m watching all of it fade.

No matter how hard I try, I will always be the one disappointing you. I will always be the one who brings tears to your already pained eyes. I know that I failed, but does it ever cross your clouded and old-fashioned mind that I will succeed someday? No? ‘Cause you clearly do not have much faith in me.

Am I that bad? May I ask?

It won’t take long for you to notice that education is important to an individual, but it is not everything. Yes, I need it to fill my pathetic stomach that is always hungry in the near future. Yes, I need it so that I can get a decent job, decent pay – to take over your duty as a mother to my siblings. I know my responsibilities. I know that I have to bring the dough home sooner or later ’cause I don’t want to pain you with this burden anymore. I want you to enjoy whatever that’s left of your life. You have sacrificed enough since that bastard washed his hands off all of us in search of a fine life.  I’m indebted to you, for life.

But…

I hope you can somehow respect me as an individual and not judge me by the grades I achieved. Cut me some slack will you? I feel rotten as it is. You clearly overlook the fact that this hurts me much much more than it hurts you.

Please…

We should stop cutting each other’s throat. You know that I love you. Why must this be so difficult? Why must we argue as often as we breathe? Must we shake the grounds of this relationship this hard?

The course of true love never did run smooth.

Permanent

Things are a little different, or should I say very much different now.  It’s getting better, I think. 🙂

Sometimes, we really need someone to hold, to hug, to love. It pains any soul out there when they have to face all the downs alone. Humans will always be humans – weak, fragile and hopelessly dependent in a way or another.

Hearts are hurting, hear them crying.

Giving up is so easy, so tempting. Holding on can be such a pain. But, good things always come to those who wait don’t they? Why can’t we just hold on a little longer, bear all the stabs through our hearts just to feel that moment, even for a second, that moment of bliss, contentment… love?

Life’s a climb, but the view is great.

Tell Me Why

I don’t know how it gets better than this,

you take my hand and drag me head first, fearless.

I need you like a heartbeat. 🙂

Missing You Crazy

Found a letter you wrote to me. It still smells like you. Damn those sweet memories.

You’ve been wonderful in all that you can be.

Lately, I’ve been thinking.

You Got Me

My heart it pounds yeah, you got me.  ^^

I Don’t Want A Broken Heart

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
‘Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

There’s something that I feel I need to say

But up til’ now I’ve always been afraid that you would never come around

And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don’t complain

‘Cause I’ve been afraid that you would walk away

I don’t want a broken heart